one step ahead Thursday, January 28, 201012:38 AM / top
I cant stop blaming myself=(
I really wana bring O.K to the goal we promise each other!!! But im not doing it=(
I tried my so damn hard best..but still the goal is far from us...
I dont know what am i doing for this bunch of guys i cherish...i let myself down and the group..its not over yet=( but today i realise im not doing enough!!
1 month and still like that=( im a lousy leader and i cant choreo for nuts..
I study hard but always I put the comp more impt than study...but still i study hard la.. no wonder i so stress!! always thinking of good grades and goal..haiz
I cant help but letting tears out of my eyes... i should'nt but i can help it..
Im still not ready for this big role and im a lousy dancer..
today after class..now i know where i stand..
nvm jia you...
BUT BUT BUT!! I REALLY WANA THANKS MY BABY GIRL STACEY LI!! FOR BEING THERE FOR ME EVERY SINGLE MOMENT!! WITHOUT HER IM SERIOUSLY LOST!!! SHE IS SUCH A SWEET GIRL!!! I DONT KNOW WHAT I DERSERVE TO BE WITH SUCH A WONDERFUL GIRL!!!